Some still hurt while some buried

I didnt think I could speak with such nonchalence when I told Fyn about a dear someone.
Seriously I still regret not what I chose to do and still doing.
I thought I was not the cruel one but perhaps the other party ended it first.

Perhaps deep inside, we have already forgiven each other;that is if forgiveness is needed.
Perhaps deep inside, we have been thinking what would be of us now if we didn't choose to "rough it out".
Perhaps deep inside, we are always praying for each other for the blessings in life.
And perhaps deep inside...We know this is the end or rather that was the end.

I am not nonchalant about it.
I am just...I mean, nothing could be done.
You move on and wipe your prescence from my world, as if you never were here and we never were there.
Maybe you care, maybe you cared.
You are just not here anymore.

So even though it still hurts for me.
You are just not here anymore and I won't need your prescence anymore.

And the most horrible thing is that this kinda 'relationship' happened twice!

I dunno how to 'thank' you guys enough.

But again, my world's not grey.
There are still many wonderful gems in my life like you are doing great with yours too.

I wish you best,honest.

I bear no bad feelings and for someone whom was dear.

Just to release some plugged feelings.

=)